Happy Halloween.

I MISS FLYING ALOTTTT.

Ok, last night Karen called me like around 6-something and was like, "Eh, you at home?"
"yeah"
"Gonna be at home the whole night?"
"I'm afraid so."
"Ok."
Then she hung up.
Five minutes later...
"Eh, you got tuition tonight?"
"No leh, why?"
"Er, nothing, nothing. Byebye."
Not suspecting a thing, I promptly hung up.
Then around seven plus, my doorbell rang. I opened the door and there was no one there. The first thought that popped into my head was, "Eh, it's not halloween yet... Is it?"
Then Karen popped a head around the door. Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So unexpected!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She was with Jaanmeng! The two of them came round to give me a surprise after work, which coincidentally was in town. Annnnnd they brought me my faveeeeee. CHIPPY'S FRIED MARS BARS!!!!!!!!! UPSIZEDDD!!!!!!!!!! Oh, I so love them. Especially Karen darling. Yay! Thanks. : D I love my rightclick soosososososososososo much. Like, so much. Ok I just realised that all the rightclickers have come to my house before. And 4/5 of them have stayed over. Haha(:

Andandand to a certain random person(who prolly isn't reading this but just in case), I know all about your voyeuristic tendencies. Nothing left to hide baby(:

Ok, this post was/is damn random.
&I just realised that I get easily annoyed at people who don't use proper grammar. Haha. Oh well (: What to do? Singaporeans mostly speak either Chinglish or Singlish. Or both. Ching-singlish?

Sigh, there's nothing quite like realising the beautiful are just as vulnerable as anyone else.

Eh, can someone help me remove part of my tear ducts? They kind of get in the way.

11:03 PM;

I want a little something more
Don't want the middle or the one before
I don't desire a complicated past
I want a love that will last.


Do I really have to bleed before you'll care?


Question: Do you ever wonder what people see when they dream about you... if they dream about you?

9:45 PM;

I don't know.
Something stirred again when I looked at you. I couldn't help it. I'd know the back of your head anywhere, much more where we were.
I walked forward, and I wasn't expecting you to turn around, but you did.
And then that jolt in the heart region; my heart gave a quick beat of recognition, again I saw your face.
I bit my lip inwardly and moved forward with a smile to say hi. And your surprise was enough for me. I let myself be swept away with the moving swell of the crowd.

Was it a dream?

7:15 PM;

PSI:29

I am very bored today, cause I'm sort of grounded for one day cause my dear mother saw my report yesterday. Ugh): My English was like B3, I look at it and still can't believe it, like shit can?!): The weirdest is my.. total.

Total :303/700
Percentage :43.3
Results :Passed
Promotion Status :Promoted to S4 EXPRESS


It's like... Okay. Haha moderation and a good word or two from a couple of teachers saved my ass. Aiyarr. So damn disappointed):

I am so damn bored! Talking to Julian on the phone. And we're damn bored! How?!

Think I'll go get a video or two later (:
Oh shit, I'm grounded.

Yum yum. There's nothing like a good chocolate fix, absolutely nothing. It's positively orgasmic. Caramel chocolate koala = substitute for sex haha just kidding. But it is like such a big turn-on. Is chocolate an aphrodisiac?

3:40 PM;

I found these photos in my brother's 2megapixel o2 atom phonee.
Quite some time ago, exept for the GAP one (:


My OBS racerback and yes, those are my boxers. :] Don't look at me like that okay, I love them many many. Especially the black ones. Yay!(:

Flash(: I have man-shoulders. Ugh.


And last but not least...
Lovee.<33

11:24 PM;

Aiyoh, my mom just found out about my Math results.
Which is like 20 with moderation, but whatever lar. I swear I'll work harder next year, if I don't, please slap me. My mother says she's very disappointed, what with all the money she spent on my tuition and all the motherly naggings. *cough*
Sigh, I hate disappointing my mother but ironically I do it all the time. (albeit not deliberately)

Anyway, Dumbass#2 went out with his dad and brother this evening and he told me his dad was telling him how to please a woman, and wah lau his dad told him and brother some freaking funny things lar. Like where are the erogenous zones. Then that Dumbass explained it to me super graphically. Thanks ar. Hahahaha (:

Went out with Karen today. supposed to have had cheerleading but it was cancelled, I miss flying many many):

School tomorrow. What a bore!
Miss you, Dumbass. Although you're prolly not gonna read this):

11:05 PM;

Headachy and feverish):

Anyway. I'm like so bored. So mom said I could go rent DVDs and VCDs and watch them. Yay!(: There's like a video ezy down the road, mj at tiong and a video place next to my house. (: And I need books to read. And everything.
So like Mel&I have been tanning nearly every time we can. Last week two days so I have quite a defined racerback tanline, I want to tan some more. (: Yum yum. I feel like having a sunburn. Weird huh (:


And uh okay people answer this question:

London or Australia?


Okay off to watch America's Next Top Model. Byeee

9:47 PM;

Jane&I went to Bishan Park's Dog Run after cell group today. It was abso-bloody-lutely wonderful. There were two pens and one was almost entirely populated with chihuahuas. And one shetland sheepdog. And the other pen held all the bigger dogs.
There were two labradors, three golden retrievers, two corgis, two beagles, three jack russells, a siberian husky, one dalmatian, a westie, a few yorkshire terriers, the odd schnauzer and yeah I think that's the lot. And okay I think I'm in love. With a chihuahua. By the name of Elmo. And it was wearing this Superman vest. But instead of an 'S' it was a 'D' for Super Dog. Soooooo adorable, can lah? It was a black and tan teacup chihuahua. Measuring not more than prolly 25 cm. I can hear all the girls going, "awwww...."
And there were tons of chihuahuas seriously like more than.. 15. And they were running all over the pen. There were black ones and white ones (a certain Snowy was very obnoxious going around barking at dogs from the next pen. We think he (she?) was trying to aggravate the larger dogs, "You can't get me thru this wire mesh fence, you great ugly brute") and the owner, also owner of some 5 other chihuahuas, kept pickin Snowy up and going "BEHAVE." in the most stern voice you can muster when talking to an adorable chihuahua. And there were fawn coloured ones and russet-coloured ones. And the prettiest little dog dressed in a tartan dress. (cute right?) Ohh and this pup which was like, long bodied, short-legged, and it was one of the few not wearing some form of clothing. And it was like stumbling all over like a baby which has just learned to walk. Awwww.
And Rusty! The most adorable jack russell! He promptly went mad when released and ran around. And er yeah. His ears flop like a typical terrier's ahahahaha awww.(((:
Okay and I am so lazy to blog more. So byee.

11:36 PM;

"Cause I just don't have anything to say to you."


That hurt, baby.

8:05 PM;

Guess what everybody?
I'm not retaining. Phew. What a relief(: I passed English, Design & Tech, and (surprise) Pure friggin' Geography. Haha. Anyway so like today I woke up at 8 thirty to the insistent calls of Charmaine. And she told me in a very anxious voice that there were less than 10 people in our class today and if I didn't rush down to school and I didn't have a valid reason not to rush down, I'd cop it. Well. I sniffed and told her I was sick (which I was, am and have been for the past couple of days.) and I reassured Jane and her that I would be getting an MC. Then Mr Malik called and told me the same thing. And he also told me that a parents' letter wouldn't suffice. So I dragged myself down to get an MC. And then I went to the library. And out to pool with Melissa. And then we went to Vivo!

Apparently like only 50 people from sec3 came. And 10(?!) people from the whole of 3na. And 300-something people ponned in the whole school. And Mdm Neo threatened suspension for 3 days and possibly caning for the guys. Oh well. They are so lame.


AND OH OH OH. WE ENCOUNTERED A SHOP CALLED WANKO. No kidding.

6:53 PM;

EURGH!!!!!!! MOM SAID I COULD GET THE GAP PULLOVER HOODIE I'VE BEEN LUSTING OVER FOR CENTURIES!!! LURRRVEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!


Anw I'm having something I call the Post-Exam Syndrome Thing (PEST) now, it's a variety of illnesses I come down with post-exam. Some examples are fever, extreme fatigue, and my most common, the flu. Which I am currently having. Which is absolutely rotten. On the plus side, I got a rather decent tan this afternoon, but my racerback tanlines at this point are really kind of dark. Ugh. And um. I AM GETTING THE GAP HOODIE ARGH!

*sneeze*

11:59 PM;

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive.

So like today cg was quite fun, there were a ton of people from a ton of different cell groups. Haha. Seriously a lot. Anyway. So after that we went to the food place and had like lunch/dinner thing. And it's like. Es, Mikhail, Edmund& I were like laughing at don't know what thing. The two dollars. And like... Wah lau it was super funny, I really like my cg. ((: So after that we were planning to go watch movie but time check said it was gnna be at like 630, so like wtf. Dropped the idea. Then went off. Took train with three other guys. Haha. Then went to orchard. Planning to go home but Mom called and so went to Tanjong Pagar for a hair cut. After that, we had dinner at this adorable little cafe called Cinnabun Tree. And yeah. (: I like Saturdays.

Haha like last night was suuuuper fun. Er. Although I sweat- er -perspired delicately, it was like... Wah lau. I found out that I can WALK TO CLARKE QUAY FROM MY HOUSE. Thanks to someone. Haha. Well. Tiring, but the most fun I've had in awhile. Ooh I'm gonna go to the Starbucks next to my house and drink coffee. Later!

9:51 PM;

So tell me, was I wrong to expect something more?
No, don't tell me about me. I wanna know about you- wonder if you were sitting at home staring at your phone, waiting if it would blip and you'd see my name. I know you've been thinking about me. But was it for real? I can't forget that fateful moment when I found out. I just can't. I don't know, maybe it was for the better good. Maybe my curiosity is sometimes overboard.
I won't forget the day you walked out of my life, as I think of it privately.








Who has to know
The way she feels inside?




And maybe I'll see you at a movie sneak preview
You'll show up and walk by on the arm of that girl
And I'll smile, and you'll wave, we'll pretend it's okay
The charade, it won't last- when she's gone, I won't come back.

CHU KA LIAO! ):

10:48 PM;

I was happily chatting away on MSN when I looked outside randomly and OMFG it is friggin' hazy! The haze is so sickening lar. My windpipe is feeling tingly and it's giving me a headache):

6:05 PM;

Things that catch my fancy.

The smell of vanilla, pine trees, Travis Barker, light hickory drumsticks, chairs in the Jurong West St 91 building auditorium, nylon-tipped drumsticks for rolling, lace-up shoes, flat sneakers, pink nail polish, silver highly polished snare drums, young drummers, stereotypical handwriting, late-night phone calls, quiksilver lanyards, silver tinsel, black paper, multiple earholes, the treble clef symbol, benedict's solution, Ephesians 3:12, biblical truths, lavender candles, Chanel lipgloss, purple markers, yamaha plastic bags, the coffee bean's paper bags, paper bags, uncommon sense, intellectual guys, halter dresses, chiffon dresses, effective frizz-free hair products, clear nail polish, smooth nails, graffiti, technology, fluffy heels, princessy clothes, originality, bear hugs, surfer brands, purple straws, silver drum keys, milk tablets, coloured mascara, drums workshop, hot milk, non-oily faces, pink pens, designer pencil cases, Jabra bluetooth headsets, golden boxes, "I love you" in Yiddish, music, egg shaped shakers, receiving unexpected gifts, receiving compliments, being genuine, looking through filled scrapbooks, cam-whoring, tribal bracelets, expensive chocolates, sweet things, carribenas, endorphins, french windows, cookies&cream ice cream, synchronised walking, chiffon material, boat neck tee shirts, comfortable sleepshirts, long jeans that don't drag, jeans with patterns on the turn-ups, combination locks, eating M&M's in bed, accessories, hoop earrings, doing origami, buffed nails, being freshly Brazilian-waxed, hipster jeans, compliments from immediate family, glow-in-the-dark plastic stars, being subtle, doing vandalism, staying up 'till midnight on Christmas' eve and yelling Merry Christmas, the sound of bells, babies with curls, reading trashy romance novels, Ralph by Ralph Lauren, my crumpler smelling good, changing lanyards, flip phones, quality recordings, being part of major events, white belts, shiny silver anklets, tiny glistening round nose studs, silver hairclips, white PsP s, metal dices, Public Displays of Affection, when things smell nice, romance novels on a rainy day with nothing else to do, being kiddy and princessy, whining sometimes, mushrooms, creamy pasta, people who're willing to give morning calls, mirrors that make me look thinner, silver navel rings, fabric swatches, encouraging little cards, saying things in fancy ways, when people understand my fancy talk, tiny shoe sizes, sleep on a rainy day, just lazing around at home watching movies, vanilla, sweet things, Jamie Oliver, Tom Cruise, crumpler, customise nametags (fabric/pin-on), origami cubes, purple (violet) mascara, fbts with the curved cut, freshly spray painted sticks, receiving birthday cards, when people remember my birthday and i don't, being popular, neatly wrapped brown paper parcels, writing on school desks, interior decorating, purple tinted windows, writing letters, receiving things via snail mail, being retarded w similar people, firecracker snares, slimming down, easy math papers, sleeping class and never kena caught, furry little kittens, healthy curiosity, singing in class, being able to whistle even with braces, changing braces colours, having aliases, black things with gold engraving, colour combinations of purple and gold, and blue and silver, jam blocks, DB90 metronomes, the voice counter, the smell of rfresh rain, when i wear slips to school, denim, polishing drums, unusual street signs, catching my period just before it comes, lighting bunsen burners with ease, being in the air, flying, youthful explosion, zero gravity, mirrors that make me look taller, when people get my age/shoe size correct, doing fun projects, skipping school/class to go out with mom's permission, scoring the highest for a test unexpectedly, little surprises, customising things, piggyback rides/shoulder sits from someone who can carry me easily, having intellectual conversations, balance, winning pool games, respect, having a good cry, sitting under fans in class, freedom, no curfews imposed.!



A LOT A LOT!

4:57 PM;

I'm having the day from hell
Wasn't going so well (before you came)


Can't escape the way I feel for you.<3



Anyway like today went to study with Melissa at Harbourfront Macs. We did about a million pages of SS notes until Northern Ireland conflict. And uh yeah. Studying Math tonight. You know I think my brain's starting to malfunction cause I'm pushing it into overdrive. This is why I wanted to study the whole year instead of cramming during the last month before the friggin' final years and bite my nails and pray hard I won't retain.
Was just reading this diary I kept from December 2005 till July 2006 and on January the eighteenth, very specifically, it says '...but i genuinely want to study and pass everything this year..' so like I was friggin' pissed when I read that and realised I hadn't. ):
New fave song: Dirty Little Secret by The All American Rejects!<3


Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known it all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you.

Who has to know?

Not so secret anymore :/

6:55 PM;

RAH-RAH (:

. strikeforcer!
. cheerleader: flyer
. christian
. harvester
. 120891

thin is beautiful(?).
Love-Hate Relationship
with High Heels.




OH PUH-LEAAAASE DADDYKINS?

to walk by God's side; always.
and you.


MATERIAL
a drumset
iRiver H10 Triple Platinum
a nokia with a bloody memory card
you know, it would be so romantic to receive blue roses from some guy everytime i see him.(:
CHEERLEADING SHOES!
a perm.
dark coloured cargos; SnK/BUM?
new jeans
plain, brightly coloured sports bras
ooh! glitter mascara(:
loreal's panoramic curl black mascara
shu uemura eyelash curler
hiphuggers from victoria's secret
Victoria's Secret PINK collection racerbacks
VS Signature Graphic Print Sleepshirt from victoria's secret

READS!<3
The Devil wears Prada; Lauren Weisberger [S$16.95
The autobiography of Paris Hilton; Paris Hilton

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