chrissypoo, if that girl doesnt appreciate your love, she doesnt deserve it. dont be so down, it worries me. i'm not used to it. cheer up(:

8:06 PM;

I PASSED MATH!
I PASSED MATH!
PRAISE THE LORD!
I PASSED MATH!

10/15. hahas. who cares? i passed!

11:25 PM;

hmms. this past week has been so hectic, i didnt even notice it was the weekend. tests.. tests.. and more tests. and....
i passed math.
okay, so it was only quadratic equations and a graph or two, and it was an easy paper.. but who cares! i passed! ((((((((((: i'm soooo happy. well, james koh told me i passed. so i had better!(:
anyway, yeah, so jieqi gave me my birthday gift on sunday. CROSS DVD! thankyou thankyou jieqi. and.. yeah. um.. let me think. oh, 26 strikeforce members are involved in a trip to osaka, japan. isnt that fantastic? i'm so happy for them.(: on sunday, they ran 2.-something km after practice and we were all waiting for them.. and they came back all wet and perspiring and exhausted.. and arthur was there saying, "look what the stupid exercise did to us." or cheryl told me he said that. well.. haha. the training's really tough, but it'll be worth it. right? hahas. so yeah.. went macs after that. then they started playing a number guessing game and the forfeit was to eat something really revolting. as usual, everything was planned to be mixed into a paste i guess. but i left. had to; it was about ten. so left with people.. most of which went the other way. so i took mrt with only my brother and jeremy. then went home. watched the dvd!((:
update more later when my dad doesnt need the comp. sorry mel!xD

3:50 PM;

my fourteenth birthday is the most blessed birthday i've had so far! hahas. thanks to all the people who wished me happy birthday either through sms, testimonial, or verbally...and... OF COURSE... MY MOST DARLINGEST BELOVED STRIKEFORCE!!!!!!! i so love them.. they made my fourteenth birthday the most memorable ever! haha. i love strikeforce i love strikeforce i love strikeforce..(:
anyway.. yahh. so today i really feel so blessed that i must blog 'bout it. right, so this morning went for service. after service, the whole cell like very secretive like that, then suddenly bro weilun was like, "okay. everyone, today we want to celebrate our beloved sarah's birthday!" i was like.. er... lol. then .. yeah. and then bro lun prayed for me. so then i went for b.s. with my darling jane!(: then she left.. so i went to coffee shop meet they all. guitar lesson. then went home with the guitar and chee wai, ye sheng, nick. came home and collapsed.. super tired. haha. i was super cranky after that, yes, you may see me all happy and smiley most of the time, but, sometimes, the crank factor kicks in. haha. then daddy sent me and korkor to braddell-westlake. rained! but never mind, nothing can deter us! ((: was feeling much better by then. my lovely strikeforce mates never fail to lift my spirits. so we practiced. bro luke taught us a new rhythm, its called johannesburg something. sounds super cool you know! so after that, everyone was hanging around fellowshipping and stuff.. then carol gave us all bubblegum! yummy. thankyou carol. hahas. then sis shirley called everyone to gather. then she was like, "on friday it was sarah's birthday!" and her next words were drowned by a chorus of "woo-ing". she said, "lets all sing her a birthday song." okay, really, i have never experienced strikeforce singing someone a birthday song.. and wow. i'm so glad that the first time i experienced it, it was for me!((((((((: told you, i HEART my strikeforce SO much. so they were like, singing "happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday to sarah WOOOO happy birthday to you. God is blessing you now God is blessing you now God is blessing you sarah God is blessing you now!!!!" and i felt super blessed! ((: just cant stop smiling after that. then ian was there saying, "quick, take a photo! she rarely smiles!" ok lah, i know i dont smile a lot lah, but ... haha. so joy(i think) took a photo. then we watched CROSSING OVER in the cross dvd in ian's laptop. hahaha whee.. love crossing over. then went to macs and ate. took lots of photos.. and ian and michael, er, insisted on having their faces in most of them. haha. then took the train to orchard. with sis irenaus, michael, ian, cheryl, sis jennifer, joy, hongfang, lydia. once i stepped out of that train, my mood slid downward drastically and my tiredness caught up with me. weird, huh. anyway, so i was walking to the bus at the busstop when my drumsticks fell out of my bag. okay lah, that wasnt so bad, right? but one of them rolled under the bus infront of my bus! oh my gosh! this exact sentence was going through my mind, "oh God, how could my drumstick roll under the bus? how can i then use it to impact lives for You?" i dont know why i was thinking that, but i was. so it was in a flash. i picked up the drumstick that hadn't rolled under the bus. then, as i was straightening up, the drumstick under the bus rolled out again and i was able to retrieve it. wow. later, i observed the road there. it was built like this: curb_\road. so HOW COULD THE DRUMSTICK HAVE ROLLED OUT? according to gravity, thats literally impossible. so how do you explain that? well, the one explanation to that is that God's hand reached under the bus then and there and sent the drumstick rolling out to me. PRAISE THE LORD! God works miracles, do you believe me now? that pair of drumsticks is quite old, i could easily have replaced them. but i'm quite short of cash now, as its building fund period. so, with God, ANYTHING is possible. thank You Lord. You are truly the God of miracles.

10:29 PM;

i have just found out, about a couple hours ago, that one of my best friends in the entire world has become active. in lesbian terms, that would mean a girl who looks like a guy, acts like a guy, likes girls, but doesnt bind her chest to make her look more.. like a guy.
girl ah girl.. what happened to my friend?
i really didnt know how to answer your sister when she asked me that question.
you, failing english?
unthinkable--we used to study together and you were always as good as me if not better.
girl, my girl. what happened?
i'm so worried for you.
i miss the old _ _ _ _ _.


oh baby, baby, i shouldnt have let you go.
i must confess that my loneliness is killing me now,
dont you know i still believe
that you will be here and give me a sign-
hit me, baby, one more time.
R-J//N

12:15 AM;

Michelle Branch; GOODBYE TO YOU.

of all the things i believe in
i just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but i do not cry
counting the days that pass me by

i've been searching deep down in my soul
words that i'm hearing are starting to get old
looks like i'm starting all over again
the last three years were just pretend
and i say goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i thought i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to

i still get lost in your eyes
and it seems like i can't live a day without you
closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
to a place where i am blinded by the light
but it's not right

goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i thought i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to
it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
i want whats yours and i want whats mine
i want you but I'm not giving in this time

goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i thought i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to
the one thing that i tried to hold on to

the stars fall and i lie awake;
youre my shooting star.

11:46 PM;

The Five Loves of a Jesus Freak

Love GOD
Love His Word
Love your enemies
Love your Neighbour
Love TRUTH

tear me to pieces and rip my soul from my body, but you will never force that detestable word of denial from my mouth.
-Michael Nakashima
tortured and had boiling water poured on his head and body until he died
Japan
Christmas Day, 1628

5:06 PM;

RAH-RAH (:

. strikeforcer!
. cheerleader: flyer
. christian
. harvester
. 120891

thin is beautiful(?).
Love-Hate Relationship
with High Heels.




OH PUH-LEAAAASE DADDYKINS?

to walk by God's side; always.
and you.


MATERIAL
a drumset
iRiver H10 Triple Platinum
a nokia with a bloody memory card
you know, it would be so romantic to receive blue roses from some guy everytime i see him.(:
CHEERLEADING SHOES!
a perm.
dark coloured cargos; SnK/BUM?
new jeans
plain, brightly coloured sports bras
ooh! glitter mascara(:
loreal's panoramic curl black mascara
shu uemura eyelash curler
hiphuggers from victoria's secret
Victoria's Secret PINK collection racerbacks
VS Signature Graphic Print Sleepshirt from victoria's secret

READS!<3
The Devil wears Prada; Lauren Weisberger [S$16.95
The autobiography of Paris Hilton; Paris Hilton

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