29.4.05
don't look at me like that.
i know you want to.
but i dont.
7:31 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
28.4.05
its going to be end of the month soon. super sianns. exams coming soon. my preparation for math is quite ok, but i'm ignoring all my other subjects..
man, i really gotta manage my time properly. i should have chiong for math like at the beginning of the year lahhs. crap. with a teacher like mr quek, how're we ever gonna pass math? correction: how am
i ever going to pass math? lynette, you're right, but he's only patient, and his teaching method sucks. why must he make something so simple into something so complicated?
ahh shit.
i gotta stop ending words with a 'hhs'. its getting annoying to me, myself.
8:44 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
27.4.05
why must my mom force me to eat dinner. i'm full.
noMORE_
this morning, p.e. was two free periods. flower gay came in cos mr koh was absent. he forced us to change into our uniform although it was way before recess and we had the right to remain in p.e. so we did some serious slacking. sharon didnt want to stay in class, so after taking a light snack of horlicks powder, we started walking around. the whole block. weird right. SHARON'S IDEA. =) then walked and on the last round realised that cheryl tan was like in 2-9 and that she could see us walking around in blocks E and F by just looking out of the class. so we got slightly freaked and ran back to class. the bell rang. cheryl tan came in. she gave a grammar test and asked us what was our first two periods. maybe it was my imagination, but she kept staring at sharon and me. the class replied it was p.e. and that mr chan came in and forced us to wear uniform. she didnt scold us for arguing with him, juat nodded and listened. and then she said, 'no wonder i saw carvey walking out of the back door just now. i was
watching your class. me and sharon and lynette glanced at each other and stifled snorts. the rest of the period was free until recess for strictly self study only. lynette taught me math. THANKS CINDERELLA=)
which brings me to my next sort-of interesting lesson, math. no, not the teaching. it was then that the
disney princesses were formed. lynette, sharon and me: cinderella, sleeping beauty and belle respectively. me and lynette were wearing our characters' plasters on our pinkies. then us and mel g. played with horlicks powder. okay.. we didnt play with it okay. we dont play with food. we were eating it by the fingerful. not exactly hygenic, i know. so we poured some into the cap of the jar and made a funnel out of paper. then i poured one third of the contents down the funnel into sharon's mouth, some into mine and the rest into lynette's mouth. mr quek saw and confiscated our horlicks powder.
darnit. so we were seriously considering stealing it back, just after mr quek confiscated a number of other items like a can of insecticide (dont look at me like that, sam and rinaldo i think were spraying the ants every chance they got.) and dex's shoes. and thanks to mr carvey chen who put the jar into dex's shoe, we were seriously grossed out and smuggled it back.
and the poem i wrote today for the lit test on racism wasnt exactly ace. darn.
stayed back in dnt workshop today. had to finish up our project. lynette, sharon, evina and me. well evina came only at about three cos she had higher chinese.
i have nothing t0 write about, so i shall explain in detail what we did.
supposed to make menu stand right? so today we had to just stick everything together. unfortunately, we found flaws in the supposedly perfect picture.
...okay i'm just talking crap.
what i mean is we found other stuff that had to be done.
the base board when drilled, left holes. so we covered that up with wood filler in the last lesson and left it to dry. the wood filler looked and felt like chocolate, but smelled like mud and paint and tasted like.. okay, i dont know. but it was just gross. in the last lesson, what my group did was mix the hardened wood filler with water so it became
like mud. and we smeared it onto the board and covered up the holes. then left it to dry. that was monday. when we came back today, we found holes yet AGAIN in the wood filler. so while lynette and sharon were delivering books to ms tan's shelves, and evina was having lessons, i filled up the holes again with wood filler and left that to dry for about twenty minutes. i'd barely finished smoothing over the lumps when sharon and lynette called from below and yelin asked to eat what i was holding (the smoother for the wood filler) cos it looked like chocolate. i asked her if she was sure and i told her it was wood filler. so of course she said no. then we did lacquer, buffing, sanding and the toothpick holder. we still have quite a lot of stuff to do.. so going back tomorrow. went to tiong with yelin, sharon and mel g. went to sweet talk. i treat mel and sharon one buck each. then went to popular to buy bell to put on the menu stand. and then went to buy stuff to eat with sharon. then went home with sharon also. i seem to be going home with her a lot these days. hahas.
*dingding*
7:06 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
22.4.05
just had my english paper today, both ones.
havent been online like since last sunday?
because of live recording in church.
but it was awesome.
sunday.
we went to braddell for pract, then went to church. saw the choir in their costumes. when they sang crossing over, we drummed the beat along.
they got a shock.
tuesday.
went to school and hated it. then came back and went for strikeforce. stayed until quite late.
thursday.
twenty three people were called down for strikeforce pract in church with the musicians. we strapped up and practised in the staircase beside the pastors' lift. our producer, bro daniel pringle, came and listened to us and he said it was good. left at about eleven i think.
sunday, monday, tuesday.
didnt get to practise but it was still great. there're new songs we didnt know about. one's i give and the other's extraordinary. they're brilliant. tuesday was the full dress rehearsal (sort of). me and jeremy went to church early to help and saw the tees. they're so nice lahhs. white with neon/fluorescent yellow, orange and pink splashed across them in patterns. cheryl, cherish, sean, adrian, and some others were there. i went behind with cheryl to see the done ones. washing lines had been strung up and the tees had been hung there to dry the paint. laundry! hahas. ok. then after a while everyone (including the congregation) started arriving. then when we got down to the audit had so many things to do. we didnt get to practise crossing over that night; reached home about 12 plus.
wednesday.
it was pure BUSINESS today; we had to run around preparing stuff and doing things. pst kong changed our shirts to orange giordano ones without paint. so arrived early and helped arrange in sizes. kimberly got the extra EXTRA small one. lol. XS is already loose for me already lahhs. so hers is dunno what size. haha. it was stressed lahhs. had to rush around. me and cheryl rushed to the bathroom with sis shirley last minute to put on the orange tees under our shirts last minute so we wouldnt have to rush to change during the five minute break before crossing over as we would have to use that time to get our drums, debrief, mallets&sticks, strap up..
yeah.
the congregation was kinda tense today. crossing over was awesome. we recorded set 2: call upon, extraordinary, in the name of Jesus, my source, i give, come holy spirit and crossing over. before we played, pst kong said to give the drummers a big hand. so the congregation clapped and cheered for us strikeforce. then we drummed constant beat. bro daniel said he liked the drums rumbling like that, so he decided to record that part,with the clapping, cheering and drums. thursday was sort of the same, except we didnt have to play and were part of the congregation. cheryl told daryl that i like ___. i so dont lahhs. but daryl said i was _blushing_. no! because i climbed like four flights of stairs so my face was flushed, of course..
yeah.
ok. gotta blast.
4:48 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
13.4.05
death and destruction
pride and satisfaction;
these words used so casual
seem to have of grief no measure.
blood so oftenly shed,
the sight might make anyone go mad.
countless soldiers die on the field
their funerals attended by weeping mothers who cannot yield.
with tears in their eyes
and lips mouthing 'why';
they silently curse the war
and blame it for sealing fate's door.
--something i wrote under pressure of ten minutes for the lit test. hehhs.
12:12 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
11.4.05
i'm really bored. feel like sleeping. but i'm not sleepy.
today was boring, as predicted. ipw, me and lynette and sharon and shufei slacked. thanks whoever it was who printed out the pictures for us. laminating tomorrow. in the bio lab. susan wong's dumb. laminating's fun. going with shufei tomorrow. then tk. boring... slept a bit. so freaking lethargic. also dunno why. and my knee was hurting like mad. that's right, i'm a pai ka. sucks lahhs. cant even walk properly. i put a taz band aid on the two cuts there. haha. its cuute. anyway. then chem. did some worksheet. recess. dnt. filed acrylic and.. got back my not so great dnt results. then chinese. sian. ting xie. then p.c. ms tan gave us cloze passage for homework. most of us finished it there. then end of school. me and mel drew all over the board. i tried to copy ms cheryl's handwriting. but failed miserably.
just talking to the rain-
5:18 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
9.4.05
i'm so bored. think i'll go update my wishlist.
7:09 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
7.4.05
S.eekingA.ndR.unningA.fterH.im
7:58 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
4.4.05
yesterday me and mel went to buy a new pair of shades before i left for strikeforce. hehhs.
ok.. today was a bad day. in the morning woke up with a fever. mom asked if i wanted to rest at home. should have said yes. anyway. sent to school by mom. then ipw did nothing. slacked in one corner with lynette, sharon, shufei. yup. then was thinking skills. i went to lynette there.. sharon socked me in the eye! ouch. so went to toilet. and then did some stuff that mr dass complained to ms cheryl about..then lessons.. me and lynette spent chem trying to cry REAL tears.. i did! i cried quite a lot actually. felt moody and sick. bleah. mui hiang was talking to yijun all the time.
[[lonely, i was so lonely]]
ok. crap. anyway.. after that recess. then went to the toilet and found that my eyes had turned light brown. so creepy. anyway. after that was d&t. had a test that i was supposed to score 75% in. i dont know if i did. after that was chinese. boring. zhou lao shi made eleven people go outside the room cos we didnt hand up zuo wen. wth. he didnt even give me back lahhs. boring. write some stuff. then went back for pc. ms tan talked to us.. made me, sharon and lynette write a formal letter to her explaining what we did, with our parents' numbers. and then mdm guo came and told her that yu qi's iPod mini had been stolen. and she said cos it happened during chinese and 2-2 and 2-3 were the only classes in 2-3 when that happened. then she came over to our class and asked ms cheryl to check bags. whatever la...crapp. ms cheryl checked and didnt find anything. then told us about taking care of our belongings..especially the valuable ones.. ok. then end of school. went places. then ran back to class for vap and slacked. then took bus to tiong with mel and sharon. then went to sweet talk and then sharon left. me and mel walked around. went to buy and throw away and saw another gorgeous pair of shades. whee! its like eight bucks only can. haha. ok.. then went bk and i did ssw and The Letter. then went home.
*forgiven my past, and let me live again-
*crying in the shadows of a hill called calvary-
*He lovingly borne the pain and sorrow of a world that should have died-
*gave to us a life that we could have never had before-
*betrayed by a love i never had-
*see Him gaze with love upon those who cursed His name-
8:18 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
