25.9.04
yesterday i went to tighten...
owwch.
damn, cant eat most solid food. damn! anyway. after that skipped school and asked mom to send me straight home... cause sian sian then dun go lorh. still need reason?
well.
then yesterday also have cell in my house again. haha. but alot of ppl nv go. cause of exam.
after that, we went over to tiong about nine plus for dinner.
people who came: germaine, jasmine, desmond, allen, joel, shu ting, joseph, marc, andrew, esmond, ernest.
and that's about it.
pain (noun)
1. >physical<>be in pain: (=having a pain in part of your body)
feel painbe in great painsevere painrelieve pain: (=stop pain)
ease the pain: (=reduce the pain)
a sharp pain: (=one that you feel very severely, usually for a short time)
a dull pain: (=one that is not very strong but which continues for a long time)
2. >mental< emotional or mental suffering, or a particular experience of this suffering
pain (verb)
1.
it pains (sb) to do (sth) it is very difficult and upsetting for someone to have to do something.
1:20 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
20.9.04
The Proud Family Theme
(Solange)
What?
you and me will always be tight
Family every single day and night
even when you starts acting like a fool
you know I'm loving every single thing you do
I know that I can always be myself
around you more then anybody else
and everyday after schoolyou know there no one
I love as much as you
(Destiny's Child)
Family a family
Proud Family
They'll make you scream
make you wanna sing
its a family thing
a family
proud proud family
Proud Family
They'll push your buttons
make you wanna hug 'em
big family
a family
a proud proud family
(Solange)
I sleep tight knowing that your there
even when i'm dreaming and youre every where
in my heart and even in my soul
you know I'll take you every single place I go
every day I'm hanging with my friends
that's cool but when the day ends
I wanna feel a love I know that's really true
I only wanna feel how I feel when I'm with you
(Destiny's Child)
Family a family
Proud Family
They'll make you scream
make you wanna sing
its a family thing
a family
proud proud family
Proud Family
They'll push your buttons
make you wanna hug 'em
big family
a family
a proud proud family
7:25 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
Kelly Clarkson (by Avril Lavigne)
Breakaway
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
(I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray
(I would pray)
I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til'
I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away
(I will)
And breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
(I gotta)
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild in doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
A/N: i made this song popular in 1-2. i repeat again:
i was first. september twentieth. i blogged this song FIRST.
4:47 AM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
15.9.04
record! today is the first day all term so far that i went home so early..
anyways.
i can't believe miss ang's gonna put me onto counselling. i'm just satisfied that it's not with a school teacher. i nearly freaked out the last time mr singh sort of counselled me. sort of. it was only one time.
yeah. one time.
okay...
Raven
This Is My Time
Uh , uh huh , this is my time
at times i felt like i had lost myself,
Cause people try to make you someone else,
I had to learn to trust my heart so
Things can change
I came to a point where i could speak my mind
And not feel im living in a box and keep the girl i am concealed ..
Oooh i finally found the strength so i can leave it that all behind
(CHORUS)
This is my time to shine
This is my place to find all that i have inside i never knew
(I never knew)
This is my time to show
What i must have always known
that nothings impossible
And dreams come true
(and dreams come true)
Oooh .. everybodys got the strength inside all it takes is time to realize
That you and only you can be the one to decide
I can i will i know that everything i want i can do believing in myself
That every wish i make will come true
I took a while to get this far but im here now
(CHORUS)
This is my time to shine
This is my place to find all that i have inside i never knew
(I never knew)
This is my time to show
What i must have always known that nothings impossible
And dreams come true
(and dreams come true)
Overcoming all these things
Here i finally found my wings ..
Now i know im ready to fly....
(CHORUS)
This is my time to shine
This is my place to find all that i have inside i never knew
(I never knew no)
This is my time to show
What i must have always known
That nothings impossible and dreams come true
(And dreams come true)
This is my time (2x)
Yeah yeah
This is my time (2x)
Yeahh yeah
(CHORUS)
This is my time to shine
This is my place to find all that i have inside i never knew
(I never knew)
This is my time to show
What i must have always known
That nothings impossible and dreams come true
(And dreams come true)
gotta blast.
7:09 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
9.9.04
Servabo Fidem
i will keep faith.
12:08 AM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
8.9.04
today i chatted on msn with
him. and then...he had that photo of him with _ _ _ _ _ _ _ just after his baptism. and his nick was "god, you know i want her".
[23:47:47] sensitivity : you like her?
[23:47:59] god, you kno: -_-
[23:48:06] god, you kno: u're very funny
[23:48:07] god, you kno: lolx
[23:48:20] sensitivity : hey brother, i'm serious kaes...
[23:48:33] god, you kno: wad makes u think so:S
[23:48:44] god, you kno: i think i luv cheese prata
[23:50:10] sensitivity : for one thing, this: god, you know i want her... and the next thing's your display pic. and the last thing...you dont wanna answer the question directly. if you really dont like her, you'd say no straight away. but you're not saying no, and that means you dont wanna lie.
[23:50:20] sensitivity : am i right?
[23:50:32] god, you kno: no
[23:50:37] god, you kno: u're really funny
[23:50:40] god, you kno: lol trust me
[23:51:06] god, you kno: it can mean anyone
[23:51:08] god, you kno: ;)
how i wish that 'her' was me.
oh well.
why can't things go the way i want them to?
it's not fair.
10:08 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
7.9.04
hey.
today i went harbour front macs with jason kor to study... jeremy keep on suanning me... hai whatev lorhx..i really was studying with him lor...anyway i brought like math and science and my bag was so darn heavy...haha. i think mom nearly like didnt believe me when i was telling her i was going out to study. lol. anyways, after a while, mel g. came over. she actually brought her history book to study. believable? totally.
and around three plus, mel and i left and went to raffles to buy present. i bought a stuffed hippo from happyhouse. ex sehz. dun tell you for who..hahaha. then i bought a dollie with velcro on the front and a velcro tag with the word 'christine'on it.. from cards and such. the velcro tag supposed to stick on the dollie's front. very cute de. haha. i'm so spastic.
anyway, then that's about it lor. that's my day.
now tuition. blurgh. sucks.
/slash
7:09 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
5.9.04
i really, really hope that i don't have a _ _ _ _ _ **
. that'll make things really complicated and anyway, i'm not supposed to.
*bangs head against wall*
i can't believe what he told me. can't believe that he would do that.
no way.
my prayer.
Dear heavenly Father, i pray for Shao Qi. Father, you know about him, Lord, may You rid himof this addiction. Only You know how he's believing in You, Father, and You said that we become new creations in You, Lord. So may You help him Lord, in everything that he does, let it not be his own will, but let it be your will, Father. may You guide him, Lord, and bless him.
So Father, i thank You for this wonderful brother, and i lift him into Your hands, Lord. i pray all this in your wonderful name, Amen.
8:56 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
Clay Aiken
Invisible
What are you doing tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Still in your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make you see that I'm alive
[Chorus]
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)
I saw your face in the crowd
I called out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could be what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life
[Chorus]
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)
I reach out
But you don't even see me
Even when I'm screaming
Baby, you don't hear me
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through...
[Repeat Chorus]
today after church was shao qi's baptism...then ermm...after that we all took photo with him...funny how even when guys' hair is wet.it still stands.
anyway...then after that, joanna, li ying, leo and me went to bugis to take neos.. leo very cute... haha... in the cUtE mode he really go aCt CuTe wor...haha... so adorable...anyway...
leo's so cute..
/slash
6:49 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
4.9.04
LeAnn Rimes
How Do I Live
How do I,
Get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
baby you would take away everything good in my life, and tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,
And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Good in my life?
And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?
/c4h6n410
9:00 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
3.9.04
today's ms yong's bdae. happy birthday, ms yong.
today was also the meet the parents session. argh. fortunately, mom didn't scold me, but then i guess it was cause ms ang just asked me to improve some of my weaker subjects, full stop.
then after that, mom drove me home for cell group.
for the first time ever. cell group in our house!
anyway. erm ...kae. after cell, we had fellowshipping at tiong macs. and bigbro and i went with them to tiong. haha...codeX so funny...he was actually sitting at another table..then cause bigbro, samuel, yangwei and me were like sitting there then yangwei left and codeX came and sort of slid into the seat next to me, then he looked at me and then nudged me a bit, then when i looked at him he looked back in front. he's so CuTe...
and then when they were leaving, he waved to me oh so cutely... he rawks my world to the core... if not for him i wouldn't have gone to tiong with them.
ah well.
oh no.
he wants to transfer me to clarinet.
of all things!
city harvest church's mission statement:
to build a church with a strong spiritual atmosphere of faith and purity, where every member is released into ministry, discipled in the great commandment to fulfil the great commission.
/slash
10:41 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
2.9.04
tomorrow is miss yong's bdae.
happy bdae eve, miss yong.
today in banding, sandy went to ask him whether he like me in front of like a lotta ppl lorh..i think he paiseh then say "siao arh"then continue doing his work...lolx..
spastic.
then in cme, greg told me to go sit in front while we were like sitting on the steps of the ava room. and then i hopped down one step and i didnt realise i was sitting next to shaoqi until he looked down and waved at me. haha.
gb.bye.
9:02 PM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
1.9.04
Reflection
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show
Who I am insideI am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
12:19 AM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
hey there.
today went zpop concert...haha so fun!
plus nearly everyone there.
so cool.
then got JJ ...so cuuute! and SUN and hmmm Stella Huang plus F.I.R, Energy, er, Ben Yeung and still have lar.
JJ's so cute!
He's got like this rebel without a cause style and everything; it's so adorable. awww.
anyway we left the concert like around ten...ya...then so eat at macs...so sian of fast food...
::who is that girl staring straight back at me?when will my reflection show who i am inside?::
music.republic
/slash
12:14 AM;
Suga suga, how you get so fly?
