I'm sorry, I truly am.
Guess I've screwed up really big time, this time.
How the hell do I manage to get everyone around me pissed off with me? What the hell have I
done? Every single thing I do and/or say is wrong. Everything I touch falls to pieces. Even my tear ducts don't function like they should, they constantly leak.
I have so many things to do. Twenty four hours in a day, seven days a week. Four weeks in a month, twelve months in a year, ten years in a decade, a hundred years in a century.
How can I satisfy everyone around me with that little time? Minus my school hours, my extra lessons, my tuition, my study hours, my church hours, my cell group hours, my bible study hours, the list goes on. It's surprising that I have time to sleep, with all the catching up I have to do and tests I have to make up and grades I have to achieve.
I think I'm dying, seriously, from all the shit I have to take, all the tests I have to do, all the work I have to catch up on, all the people whose company I have to satisfy, all the crap I get from dear old mum, and most importantly, I think I'm dying from dehydration by the alarming amount of water that's leaking out from me.
Yes, that's right, at the tender age of fifteen.
