i love you, i love you, i love you.

i'm sorry for everything i always do. i brush off your gentle admonishes, your loud complaints, even your care and love. i ignore it, and it must break your heart. i dont know how many times the words just burst out of my mouth, and i know it must feel like a whiplash. before i can rectify my words, you bite your lip, hold back the tears welling in your eyes and stride out of the room. i know then that i cant take back my words already. its just like the scene in monster in law where j.Lo slaps her mother in law and then says sorry. i'm sorry i slapped you sooo many times and then tried to take it back; i know i can never take my words back the moment they leave my lips. i just never knew what heartbreak felt like. i was that sheltered, and all the while i thought i was so exposed. i guess i was wrong.
the bible tells us to honor our father and mother.

when i brush my teeth with colgate toothpaste, i never let the taste touch my tongue. why? if it touches my tongue, i'll vomit repeatedly. its just too much for me to take. there was this time i swallowed half a tube of toothpaste deliberately, and next thing i knew, i was kneeling in front of the white porcelain toilet bowl emptying the contents of my stomach into it. the next day, my temperature rose to more than a hundred degrees farenheit. mint now drives me nuts.

8:28 PM;

RAH-RAH (:

. strikeforcer!
. cheerleader: flyer
. christian
. harvester
. 120891

thin is beautiful(?).
Love-Hate Relationship
with High Heels.




OH PUH-LEAAAASE DADDYKINS?

to walk by God's side; always.
and you.


MATERIAL
a drumset
iRiver H10 Triple Platinum
a nokia with a bloody memory card
you know, it would be so romantic to receive blue roses from some guy everytime i see him.(:
CHEERLEADING SHOES!
a perm.
dark coloured cargos; SnK/BUM?
new jeans
plain, brightly coloured sports bras
ooh! glitter mascara(:
loreal's panoramic curl black mascara
shu uemura eyelash curler
hiphuggers from victoria's secret
Victoria's Secret PINK collection racerbacks
VS Signature Graphic Print Sleepshirt from victoria's secret

READS!<3
The Devil wears Prada; Lauren Weisberger [S$16.95
The autobiography of Paris Hilton; Paris Hilton

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