10.6.05

the last three days of emerge have been awesome! with talentime, God's Word, the amazing worship sessions, everything. its just been fantastic. the first day alone was so impactful. talentime and everything was great; finally got to see INFINITY's full act. and the unexpected was super hilarious. went for night session after that, and oh my gosh, the worship. i'd almost forgotten how it was like to fall on my knees at His feet and weep in awe and just worship Him because i love Him so much that my heart just swelled to an unnatural size below my ribs. and i remembered how much i loved Him, and i just renewed my love for Him there and then as tears streamed from my eyes and flowed down my face, i just told God how much i loved Him. i want to love Him for the rest of my life(:


my heart pounded as i reached for the phone

then i held it to my ear and dialled the number i knew so well.
a stabbing pain in my chest as i listened to the endless dial tone
i knew it was my heart shattering, i just could tell.

why wont you pick up my call
i keep telling myself i wouldnt cry
but then i stumble and fall
while i feel the familiar hot prick behind my eyes.

when will you say what you mean
and stop making use of me, it hurts too much
from the start i knew you werent so keen
i guess i made a big mistake, now it kills just to touch

i wish i hadnt started in the first place
i hadnt told you what i did
but it's too late to take words back when i throw them to your face
and i allowed you to hurt me like you did.

8:15 PM;

Suga suga, how you get so fly?


! APHRODISIAC 
RAH-RAH (:

. strikeforcer!
. cheerleader: flyer
. christian
. harvester
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thin is beautiful(?).
Love-Hate Relationship
with High Heels.



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OH PUH-LEAAAASE DADDYKINS?

to walk by God's side; always.
and you.


MATERIAL
a drumset
iRiver H10 Triple Platinum
a nokia with a bloody memory card
you know, it would be so romantic to receive blue roses from some guy everytime i see him.(:
CHEERLEADING SHOES!
a perm.
dark coloured cargos; SnK/BUM?
new jeans
plain, brightly coloured sports bras
ooh! glitter mascara(:
loreal's panoramic curl black mascara
shu uemura eyelash curler
hiphuggers from victoria's secret
Victoria's Secret PINK collection racerbacks
VS Signature Graphic Print Sleepshirt from victoria's secret

READS!<3
The Devil wears Prada; Lauren Weisberger [S$16.95
The autobiography of Paris Hilton; Paris Hilton

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