i dont know why i want a
real baby gurl; (just see my wanna-s) but i dont know. like a baby sister or something would be nice, maybe just feeling the comfortable heaviness of a baby would be soothing compared to the hecticness, craziness and confusion i've been feeling, and some responsibility would be something to calm me down. i dont need chamomile, or any soothing scent or whatever.
super sian right now la. feel like going tanning. it's so hot now. perfect day for tanning, just gotta lather on the sunblock. but sharon said NO.. so i shall take her advice. i need to go get a new wallet. mine is falling apart. so.. yup. shall ask mel out later.
someone just told me who smashed the fire alarm in the school on tuesday night. hahas. and they said they'd call me out the next time they wrecked havoc. an interesting bunch of people.
i want new schoolshoes; the ones that are plain white. i shall draw on them and then wear them to school; the white canvas sneakers. or the hi-cut converse ones that are white on one side and graffitied on the other. all we have to do is press them together and its undistinguishable. interesting, huh?
blink 182-dammitits alright / to tell me / what you think / about mei wont try / to argue / or hold it / against youi know that / you're leaving / you must have / your reasonsthe season / is calling / and your pictures / are falling downthe steps that / i retrace / the sad look / on your facethe timing / and structure / did you hear / he f***ed hera day late / a buck short / i'm writing / the reporton losing / and failing /when i move / i'm flailing nowand it'll happen once again i'll turn to a friendsomeone that understandssees through the master planbut everybody's goneand i've been here for too longto face this on my ownwell i guess this is growing upwell i guess this is growing upand maybe / i'll see you / at a movie / sneak previewyou'll show up / and walk by / on the arm / of that guyand i'll smile / and you'll wave / we'll pretend / its okaythe charade / it wont last / when he's gone / i wont come backand it'll happen once againyou'll turn to a friendsomeone that understandsand sees through the master planbut everybody's goneand you've been there for too longto face this on your ownwell i guess this is growing upwell, i guess this is growing upwell, i guess this is growing up.
