10.11.04

its 12 plus a.m. and i'm posting. oh well, i guess it's technically tenth november so i'll just leave the date. hmmm. i'm bored... hungry. later i'm going to do...bookmarks? i think... with the cg...mm.
yeah.
i'm tired...but not sleepy. some people cant tell the difference...i mean... there is a difference. tired means physical exhaustion, but doesnt necessarily mean sleepiness. sleepiness is wanting to sleep...tiredness is wanting to rest.
boing boing.
i cant jump up and down -duh, up and down. what, do you jump sideways?- on my bed anymore so i have to virtually jump here.
fine. i'm bored.

i hate it when she complains. she thinks she's so deprived of everything when she has everything someone else wants and she's not happy with it. and she has all she wants already but doesnt know it. maybe i should tell her. but wait. she'll just tell me i'm wrong. that's right, i remember now.
i've told her before.
she doesnt know, know what it's like to be me. to be shouted at and complained at. to be pushed around, kicked around, bossed around like some kind of animal. animals have feelings too, they have rights too. but i dont. and no ones there to save me. no, you dont know whats it like. no one ever lied straight to your face or stabbed you in the back, like you did to me. no one ever ignored you even when you cried. in your moments of pain, people lingered around you, comforting and consoling.
no one ever did that for me. you dont know whats it like. youre pampered, protected, shielded from the horrors of the world. everyone always gave you what you wanted, you never had to work it was always there.
would it kill you if you just gave one thing up? life has given you everything you've ever wanted. i've been observing your wishlist. it's getting shorter and shorter, and soon it'll disappear completely.
you call yourself a princess. your name means image, or idol. my name means princess. and you're the one whos treated practically like a god. so, explain how this is fair.

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